Back To Reality...

Yo!! I'm Back....=DDD haha...
well....today i did nothing much...just accompany my grandma to SGH for her check-up...her knee hurts alot and she could hardly walk...she seems to suffering from some diease similar to osteroporosis..where her knee joints hurts every now and then...also she had been feeling low whenever her knee hurts..had been on medication for a month so...but she kept saying that there is no improvements..and is slightly down-hearted by that..actually, in the past she was not like this...she was a strong woman...and always seems to be healthy..but ever since my grandpa pass away...it seems like she changed...she became moody...no appetite...and lost alot of weight...the impact of losing the one u loved is simply so big and hard to handle....while people around try to help her overcome the loss...it seems like its just not enough...perhaps what really matters is spending more time with her...because all of us have been busy with either school or work...which usually means she is alone at home..normally in the past, there would be grandpa at home with her..now it just her and the empty house..which leads to her being unhappy and i believe she have not really overcome the loss of grandpa...

Thus, today at SGH..i realised health is really more imporatnt than anything else..without good health, one could not do anything...you would not be able to do things u like...seeing the faces of different patients over there, i wondered whats on their mind? many seems sad...lost...and the look on my grandma face was the same..she dreaded coming for check-ups...and i fully understand why...the long process of having to take tests after test...the amount of mediuctaion u have to take each day...and i know she is afraid that she will be a burden to us...when i was there, she kept saying y did i spent the whole day here..like she is wasting my time...also she kept asking check-ups to be postpone because she does not want to bother my aunties from working...her words woke me up..every parent is always thinking about their children..ways to benefit them..without asking much rewards for that..

So grandpa, pls bless grandma to recover soon...i want to see her happy and talking more...also make her appetite better..because she is not eating much and getting skinner everytime i see her...