Ohh well...i had just unofficially graduated from TP..yup, no exams for me..projects all submitted...=D and on a positive note, i be starting to work at Great eastern from wednesday onwards..no longer school life..bet i am going to miss the time in school...friends in school...the facilities...3 years just flew past like that..i had met great friends..close cliques..loving family...what more can i ask for...? =DD really blessed to know all of them..everyone had leave a impression in my mind..happy moments spend together...=D
This 3 years of poly life...had been a fruitful one..i endure pain..saddness...and sense of lost-ness along the way..but i also have plenty of happy and fun moments...these moments had certainly toughen me up and i matured along the way..i used to see things in only one way...but through different experiences, i grow and learn..to take things easy when its time..and to get serious when the need arise...in the past, i just live by each day...no motto..no dreams...i just want to have fun..year 1..a good and bad year...my 1st relationship..ended...on the same year..i was immature..didnt handle the issue properly...but i learnt from it..studies drop dramatically that year...But luckily, i pass..my grandpa pass away in that year too...Year 2, i stream into business..tats when i mature bit by bit..i picked myself up and was determined to do well...i became outspoken...more confident then the past..and strive in my studies...=D things get well in that year...Year 3 was not too bad either..attachment was fun and enriching..i learnt along the way...and last semester was a fast one..projects after projects...fun moments ended so quickly...But TP family got even closer..with new additions..even though we will tease and make fun of each other..i truly believe that we care for one and another...comapring against year 1, when we practically do not know each other..its been a eventful joruney for all of us..all of us matured...learnt...and think more...Heart to Heart talks should be held more often..to learn more about each other..share experiences...shows love, care and concern...! =) cuz keeping things in the heart is not a solution..but a virus...
Speaking about future...all i know now is i gonna work part time..enlist for NS...but things after 2yrs of NS, i am not that sure..i went through several websites of UNI...but could not make up my mind...the fees are expensive..i am afraid i cant handle..if i were to study and work at the same time, i am afraid that i am not up to it...plus..i check the subjects for all these courses..it requires qualitative methods...the subject that i am not strong in at all...i dun want to risk the money and time to dive into it..but what else can i do? i thought of setting up a business with friends..working as a air steward, pilot....marketing job...but none is one that i am confident of...perhaps i just need more time to consider..future? and what it holds?
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