The start of this week really make me realise that i am human after all....for all the talk and smiles,what lies in between is truth...the things i did..how i did it...i didnt know where they came from...the tears in my heart...i felt ashamed.....=(
Well...i'm refering to the case where i forget to bring my parade boots to camp on book-in day! The week where it is the most important week..the week that boots is the most important..despite several checks,i forget to bring it to camp! -_-...really felt ashamed that i had to call home to ask my mum to bring it for me all the way from hougang to jurong..the duration and money spent on transport was certainly not a cheap one! I didnt know what i was thinking when i leave house before booking in..i had packed my boots together with the stuff that i gonna bring back to camp..somehow,i left my boots at home! Confused mind through the whole of last weekend...my mind sometimes in a blank..sometimes dunno thinking about what...wandering around and around! To make matter worse, i went into the wrong bunk after i got my boots from my mum! Seriously, my mind in a whirlwind....luckily, the rest of the week...i managed to be more focused...if not, something gonna happen in the parade which i know is not gonna be pretty as i was standing in the front roll...where a slight movement is enough for all the ppl to spot...
Good enough, i completed the parade without any mistakes! =D Hmm...my mum put the rank on me..i was both happy and worried...cuz i finally got the rank...but the rank comes with a heavier responsibility..am i up for the job? We shall see.....
Some happy things....clement is finally back in singapore! after so long...like ages since we last saw him....=DDD carter had his 21st birthday party too! hope he enjoyed the party and mature up after this...hahaha! =DD focus on the things he want..fight for what he want too! Now, i firmly believe in if you want soemthing..you need to fight for it! If not, the time wont come by itself!
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