Well...recently,i'hv been blogging more often which is so unlike of me..in the past, i would only update my blog perhaps once or twice per month..but recently, quite a number of things for me to reflect on which is why i wrote more...also i had more free time..but it wont be long before i went back to days where i will be busy throughout....
Been feeling moody for the past week..couldnt really find a reason to it until today...well, there were partly a few reasons why i felt moody...1st - it could be due to the atmosphere at home..for past 2 weeks, the atmosphere had not been that great at all..although its not the 1st time i experienced this, somehow it still had an impact on me..shall not elaborate on it too much...
Next - it could be boredom i guess..i did have a few days off..but i couldnt find much to do with it though...hahaha..must be really stupid i guess to complain that i have off days...
Lastly - For sure i know that it had an impact...which is friend being away..in other country...hahahaha..somehow this time round,it had a much harder impact on me because its not the 1st time..one of my clique's friends had to leave singapore for another country..
Looking back..when i was in sec school, the similar thing happen..one of my close friend had to go back to thailand after he completed his studies..i didnt get to send him off because i was tied down with work and i couldnt pass him a gift as he had to leave early...neither of us could meet before he leave..which is why i sort of regret not passing him or sending him off...hahaha..still rmb he told me he will come back to singapore next year..i believed but till now..LOL..its been 5yrs...and he didnt came back...but we did contact each other through msn previously before both of us started get busy..also he did ask a couple of times like when am i free to visit him there..or when he is free,he will visit us here..LLL knew him too...but all of us just couldnt really tell when will be the next time we meet...hahahaha..slowly, we seldom contact each other...
Thus, this could be the reason why the feeling is so similar this time round..knowing that one of my clique's friend is leaving..nt for awhile...but for dunno how long...just the same old feeling again! not liking that a single bit at all...but i guess thats life after all...meeting and parting are just part and parcel of life..u meet a friend but someday they will have to leave...somehow somewhere...missing feeling.........
Panda...Gotta Snap Out of This!
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